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Hey Dooshies,

   so its been a hot minute since ive been on. i have been pretty busy lately. Anywho so great news in two weeks or even less i will be on my way to Korea. Do you know how stoked i am i literally am so excited. I will be surrounded by my favorite foods, lots of street vendors, kpop music n my kdramas. I literally am stoked. I will miss seattle washington but to move to new n exciting things i will bare with it right? lol anywho on top of traveling to Korea i will also be able to travel to other areas in asia cheaper so i am def going to take advantage of that. Now one thing i am not so ready for though is literally i am a fatty even though im trying to work out n change my diet i hear Korea is like skinny people everywhere, now to me i do not want to be that skinny i like my chest thighs n butt, but i want to be able to buy clothes over there, i want to be able to walk the streets n not have to be stared at over there or talked about ( not like ill understand anyways right lol ) but no seriously, i dont want to be the fatty out there... I really cannot wait to get out there though i am really excited to get out there, n run the streets n look for celebs.

More Holes

So i went n and got my second tragus pierced, wtf my right one hurt so bad. I dont even understand it because my left one was a breeze, not only that but than i bleed tons. Also it only took like a week for my left ear to basically heal up but my right one is still hella swollen n sore n bleeds a little blegh.

I also got my Labret pierced, i looooove it, although my lip is so swollen n its like n open wound in my mouth it is one piercing i dont regret. i think it is so cute n i am already buying tons of earrings/bars for it. i bought some dice n spikes n than i am getting some bling for it lol... i love it...

Highheels

Why do they have to hurt so much? I love LOVE heels, but i just have the darnest time walking in them. Heels just have something sexy,cute and lovely about them. But ill be damned the moment i put them on they hurt my feet. I dont understand how those women can wear them all day and than even run in them. I personally own about 50 pairs of heels, but does that matter? I cannot even wear any of them. Before i had my son 4 years ago lol i could wear heels all the time with out worry and ease, now i want to die. Lately all i have been able to even attempt is a thick heel and wedges if that. In Korea they wear heels like its part of them so i guess i need to get my A Game going lol...

Piercings

So this weekend i went and i got my Tragus pierced.... now that i have it i am in love with it. Although it does hurt still, i got my left one done. Now i want my right one done. But for years ive wanted my lip pierced, not in the middle but on the side. I need to have the courage though im nervous n alot of people are hating on me for getting it cause im not too young but i dont care i am going to do it. you only live once an if i dont like it ill just take it out, eventually itll heal and ill just have a little hole there but im not worried about it. Maybe next week ill go n get the piercings... if so ill post the pictures...

Insomnia

So for basically as long as i can remember i have the worst time going to sleep at night. It never was really a problem id stay up all night go to bed at like 2 or 3 some night almost 5 or 6 but get up atleast by 9 or 10. Now that i am living with my mom it has been tough. I never want to be in the living room and the best time to watch tv or shows on my computer is through out the night. Lately though it has affected my days i sleep all day because either it is i do not want to be in the living room with the family or i should say mom whos always nagging or im just really too tired. I dont know what it is i feel like it is just the whole nagging becuase in my own home i would get up and do stuff and not worry about anything. Ahh i dont know what i want to do either, should i take sleeping pills and try and get sleep even though when i actually do go to sleep early i still sleep in or figure out a drive or way to get up and out of bed early. I am going to start trying a few different things. Ill post on here if changes in my life take affect and work... let me know any input or advice id appreciate it.

Aziatix

So Sunday 2/26/2012 i went to go see Aziatix.... Well New Heights was an opening act for them n i just love them so i had to go to the show anyways. I really did not know much about Aziatix at first so i did my research and heard their music, let me tell you i was hooked they sound great. Eddie is so Lovely, he has long hair n is just Pretty (is that ok i mean handsome). Than theres Flowsik who lemme tell you is damn fine not just fine his voice is Hot. Nicky ok so awhile ago i watched him on some taiwanese show n he was hilarious he has a smile that is contagious. Nicky and Flowsik were all over the crowd, Eddie hung back more but i think its because he is more singer and the other two rap n what not. Right now the guys def are something you want to listen too.

Police.....

Ok so last night, no more like this morning at 4 am i hear this police car siren, i am like why does it sound so near. I get up go look out the window and literally in front of our house theres a cop car shouting out the intercom residents at addres 10?09 come out with your hands out? ok well our house is 10409 right so im thinking oh shit, when i was just out of highschool i had a toy gun incident and needless to say got arrested and it was ridiculous... the swat got my sisters address and took down her door yelling wheres the girl and the gun well i didnt live with her so they gave my address.. Now heres whats up my ex bf had a toy gun that looks real, i took it so he wouldnt get into trouble and found it in my purse way later , well some douche said i pulled it out on him, yeah.. NOT!!  anyways so they came to my house i had gotten arrested in my jammies which at the time i was changing and all i had on was a long tshirt style jammies ( i was skinnier than ) cuffed and put in the car... it was just all so crazy.. sooooooooooooooooo ok all i keep thinking is what did i do now for the cops to be at our house, i look out the window and listen and look out and see them with their spotlight on this other house with guns out 10509 lol yelling for them to come out ... man i knew i lived in the ghetto but hasnt been this bad since 2000... ok lol thought id share my ghetto night!

New Group- Lions Ambition

Ok so i am going to talk about this group i encountered here in Seattle Washington ( of course im from washington so where else would it be lol ) So back in October My friend Chuckie, we used to work together back in the day ( like 2001 -2003 ) at the Movie theatre. Well he is the DJ for this group called Lions Ambition (check there site out here http://www.lionsambition.net/ ) they are rock/rap with live band. They do alot of covers but also have tons of their own songs out right now. Well i wanted to see them in L.A but come on who has money like that not me well back than i didnt. Well to my excitement they did a Concert in Seattle Jan 28th 2012. So i did my research on them and loved, loved their songs. I am a huge linkin park fan, the lead singer of lions ambition has a voice that to me is good like chesters. They have the rap and singing like Linkin Park. Well anyways, i went to the concert and to my surprise they exceeded my expectations they were amazing. They will be big i know this for sure, so in advance i bought tshirts and while there i saw James and Richard from the group outside and had to get my shirt signed, they were so down to earth and nice. So all night i wait for my friend Chuckie to get there who i havent seen in so long, finally get to see him but the concert is getting ready to begin. So after Lions Ambition played i went to the bar and met up with Chuckie and some of the guys from the group, did a shot and tooks some pictures, than went back out into the concert and watched the rest of the show, at the same time chit chatted to other guys from the group a bit too.

They really are a great mix of guys with Frankie and Marlon doing raps, to Richard ( Magoh ) singing, and than KC and James killing the guitars, to Dave pounding the drums, while Chuckie spinning doin his thing. I can trully sam im a tad bit obsessed with their music.. make sure you go check them and Larry the mascot lion out now... you wont be dissapointed ( unless ur a hater who doesnt like good music ) heres my two favs from them End the Night http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fYwwkJlVsP4 and then Memories http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5d_1WtxPHPI

Skinny Vs Fat

So really whats the hype, I mean of course i want to be skinnier.... I am a Fatty lol and its been 4 yrs since ive had my son. But when i say i want to be skinnier i mean not size 5 and under no thanks. i want my legs to touch a bit, i want my thighs to be a bit thick n have a butt. I could easily go for a sz 9 lol. I just dont understand why everyone thinks the ideal girl is skinny no legs touching small chested long hair and what not. I am preparing to head to Korea and my husband knows i have skinny girl complex and he told me that literally most people who are out there, look like models walking around. Great so i already have a complex of my big belly now im going to look like a rhino in a sea of meerkats lol.. Well anyways, while im on the subject tomorrow is first day of Lent and i am quitting soda.....

Literally i just get so jealous of skinnies though, cheaper clothes, the fit in the rides easier. clothes look overall better on them. I mean im not in no ways hating skinny people because like i said i want to be skinnier, i just dont want to be stick skinny and i dont want to be only liked because im skinny. I want people to accept me now the way i am and see inner Crystal not Outter. Alas though i am starting to get onto the plan and i am going to skadoosh my way to a thinner life...

The Start

Ok so first post. I guess i will start with who i am, The names Crystal i am 28 years old and i live in washington state... i am married to the army, my husband is currently stationed in korea and soon me and my 4 yr old son will be joining him. i have lived in washington my whole life so i will miss seattle and miss the normality that i knew. But this new adventure will be exciting and new, i am bringing with me my two best friends Kelly my sister and Erica my cousin we will be living off base so they will come over on a visa and live with us off base in seoul and experience the excitement together.

I listen to Kpop and i watch Kdramas, my favorite food is korean food so i am well prepared to live in korea, the only one thing im not good at is reading and speaking the langauge but i am slowly starting to learn. so from here on out my posts will start to begin with still stuck here waiting to leave and than my adventures in Korea and everywhere else i will travel. I soon will be youtubing the adventures of craziness and skadooshing we will be doing and i will post those on here too... keep  checking back my blogging will be sporatic..