Whats Up?

Hey Dooshies,

   so its been a hot minute since ive been on. i have been pretty busy lately. Anywho so great news in two weeks or even less i will be on my way to Korea. Do you know how stoked i am i literally am so excited. I will be surrounded by my favorite foods, lots of street vendors, kpop music n my kdramas. I literally am stoked. I will miss seattle washington but to move to new n exciting things i will bare with it right? lol anywho on top of traveling to Korea i will also be able to travel to other areas in asia cheaper so i am def going to take advantage of that. Now one thing i am not so ready for though is literally i am a fatty even though im trying to work out n change my diet i hear Korea is like skinny people everywhere, now to me i do not want to be that skinny i like my chest thighs n butt, but i want to be able to buy clothes over there, i want to be able to walk the streets n not have to be stared at over there or talked about ( not like ill understand anyways right lol ) but no seriously, i dont want to be the fatty out there... I really cannot wait to get out there though i am really excited to get out there, n run the streets n look for celebs.

More Holes

So i went n and got my second tragus pierced, wtf my right one hurt so bad. I dont even understand it because my left one was a breeze, not only that but than i bleed tons. Also it only took like a week for my left ear to basically heal up but my right one is still hella swollen n sore n bleeds a little blegh.

I also got my Labret pierced, i looooove it, although my lip is so swollen n its like n open wound in my mouth it is one piercing i dont regret. i think it is so cute n i am already buying tons of earrings/bars for it. i bought some dice n spikes n than i am getting some bling for it lol... i love it...

Highheels

Why do they have to hurt so much? I love LOVE heels, but i just have the darnest time walking in them. Heels just have something sexy,cute and lovely about them. But ill be damned the moment i put them on they hurt my feet. I dont understand how those women can wear them all day and than even run in them. I personally own about 50 pairs of heels, but does that matter? I cannot even wear any of them. Before i had my son 4 years ago lol i could wear heels all the time with out worry and ease, now i want to die. Lately all i have been able to even attempt is a thick heel and wedges if that. In Korea they wear heels like its part of them so i guess i need to get my A Game going lol...

Piercings

So this weekend i went and i got my Tragus pierced.... now that i have it i am in love with it. Although it does hurt still, i got my left one done. Now i want my right one done. But for years ive wanted my lip pierced, not in the middle but on the side. I need to have the courage though im nervous n alot of people are hating on me for getting it cause im not too young but i dont care i am going to do it. you only live once an if i dont like it ill just take it out, eventually itll heal and ill just have a little hole there but im not worried about it. Maybe next week ill go n get the piercings... if so ill post the pictures...

Insomnia

So for basically as long as i can remember i have the worst time going to sleep at night. It never was really a problem id stay up all night go to bed at like 2 or 3 some night almost 5 or 6 but get up atleast by 9 or 10. Now that i am living with my mom it has been tough. I never want to be in the living room and the best time to watch tv or shows on my computer is through out the night. Lately though it has affected my days i sleep all day because either it is i do not want to be in the living room with the family or i should say mom whos always nagging or im just really too tired. I dont know what it is i feel like it is just the whole nagging becuase in my own home i would get up and do stuff and not worry about anything. Ahh i dont know what i want to do either, should i take sleeping pills and try and get sleep even though when i actually do go to sleep early i still sleep in or figure out a drive or way to get up and out of bed early. I am going to start trying a few different things. Ill post on here if changes in my life take affect and work... let me know any input or advice id appreciate it.

Aziatix

So Sunday 2/26/2012 i went to go see Aziatix.... Well New Heights was an opening act for them n i just love them so i had to go to the show anyways. I really did not know much about Aziatix at first so i did my research and heard their music, let me tell you i was hooked they sound great. Eddie is so Lovely, he has long hair n is just Pretty (is that ok i mean handsome). Than theres Flowsik who lemme tell you is damn fine not just fine his voice is Hot. Nicky ok so awhile ago i watched him on some taiwanese show n he was hilarious he has a smile that is contagious. Nicky and Flowsik were all over the crowd, Eddie hung back more but i think its because he is more singer and the other two rap n what not. Right now the guys def are something you want to listen too.

Police.....

Ok so last night, no more like this morning at 4 am i hear this police car siren, i am like why does it sound so near. I get up go look out the window and literally in front of our house theres a cop car shouting out the intercom residents at addres 10?09 come out with your hands out? ok well our house is 10409 right so im thinking oh shit, when i was just out of highschool i had a toy gun incident and needless to say got arrested and it was ridiculous... the swat got my sisters address and took down her door yelling wheres the girl and the gun well i didnt live with her so they gave my address.. Now heres whats up my ex bf had a toy gun that looks real, i took it so he wouldnt get into trouble and found it in my purse way later , well some douche said i pulled it out on him, yeah.. NOT!!  anyways so they came to my house i had gotten arrested in my jammies which at the time i was changing and all i had on was a long tshirt style jammies ( i was skinnier than ) cuffed and put in the car... it was just all so crazy.. sooooooooooooooooo ok all i keep thinking is what did i do now for the cops to be at our house, i look out the window and listen and look out and see them with their spotlight on this other house with guns out 10509 lol yelling for them to come out ... man i knew i lived in the ghetto but hasnt been this bad since 2000... ok lol thought id share my ghetto night!