So i went n and got my second tragus pierced, wtf my right one hurt so bad. I dont even understand it because my left one was a breeze, not only that but than i bleed tons. Also it only took like a week for my left ear to basically heal up but my right one is still hella swollen n sore n bleeds a little blegh.
I also got my Labret pierced, i looooove it, although my lip is so swollen n its like n open wound in my mouth it is one piercing i dont regret. i think it is so cute n i am already buying tons of earrings/bars for it. i bought some dice n spikes n than i am getting some bling for it lol... i love it...
Why do they have to hurt so much? I love LOVE heels, but i just have the darnest time walking in them. Heels just have something sexy,cute and lovely about them. But ill be damned the moment i put them on they hurt my feet. I dont understand how those women can wear them all day and than even run in them. I personally own about 50 pairs of heels, but does that matter? I cannot even wear any of them. Before i had my son 4 years ago lol i could wear heels all the time with out worry and ease, now i want to die. Lately all i have been able to even attempt is a thick heel and wedges if that. In Korea they wear heels like its part of them so i guess i need to get my A Game going lol...
So this weekend i went and i got my Tragus pierced.... now that i have it i am in love with it. Although it does hurt still, i got my left one done. Now i want my right one done. But for years ive wanted my lip pierced, not in the middle but on the side. I need to have the courage though im nervous n alot of people are hating on me for getting it cause im not too young but i dont care i am going to do it. you only live once an if i dont like it ill just take it out, eventually itll heal and ill just have a little hole there but im not worried about it. Maybe next week ill go n get the piercings... if so ill post the pictures...
So for basically as long as i can remember i have the worst time going to sleep at night. It never was really a problem id stay up all night go to bed at like 2 or 3 some night almost 5 or 6 but get up atleast by 9 or 10. Now that i am living with my mom it has been tough. I never want to be in the living room and the best time to watch tv or shows on my computer is through out the night. Lately though it has affected my days i sleep all day because either it is i do not want to be in the living room with the family or i should say mom whos always nagging or im just really too tired. I dont know what it is i feel like it is just the whole nagging becuase in my own home i would get up and do stuff and not worry about anything. Ahh i dont know what i want to do either, should i take sleeping pills and try and get sleep even though when i actually do go to sleep early i still sleep in or figure out a drive or way to get up and out of bed early. I am going to start trying a few different things. Ill post on here if changes in my life take affect and work... let me know any input or advice id appreciate it.
